I just can't find what's right for me In this never-ending sea Of deceptive hands and hypocrisy I guess I'll just stay on my path On my self-constructed raft The water's seeping in Watch friends drown then learn to swim Coz this water's way too deep for me And I'm suffocating I can't breathe It must be hard to find yourself Trying to be somebody else Can't believe you're all so fake It took some time for me to see I wanna be no one but me Feels good to be so free Undead G ain't nuthin ta fuck with Please excuse my cold and bitter frown I learned to swim by watching others drown There's a beach, boys Tell me what you see, boys I see decoys Oasis at sea Please excuse my cold and bitter frown I learned to swim by watching others drown

I wish I could be with you all the time Wish you could be always only mine The government's trying to keep us apart By pushing up the price of alcohol Wish I could be with you every day Whenever I want to see you, they make me pay I think I'm finally coming out as gay For you, Carling Well, one day I was drinking down by the railroad track Chilling with the skelms and some friends that never called back Someone whipped out a case of pretty fuckin good beer Became the only beer to ever throw away my fears Carling, my darling Black Label Carling, my darling Awe, ma se kind Well, I've had some pretty good times With this yellow Jesus It takes the worries off my mind You better believe it One beer, two beer, three beer, one case more Can't stop drinking til' you're on the floor Beer, no more wanting to rewind Get drunk, fast forward to the good times Carling, my darling Black Label Carling, my darling Awe, ma se kind

Something is wrong I can't sleep at night When darkness engulfed the sky It also took my heart and mind Toss and turn, nothing feels right Clock is ticking, mind is racing This could go on 'til daylight I'll find my peace of mind Piece of puzzle that I'll find Will fit into it's rightful place Within due time When the sky swallows the sun And the light of day is done That vicious cycle Repetition Don't you remember days that are now gone Memories are fading like the setting sun I'm reminiscent seven days a week I dream nostalgia in my sleep Stormy skies and major chords collide Melodies and words together Truthful feelings cannot hide Dopamine, natural high Mother natures gifts, endorphins Crystal clear and starry skies You'll find your peace of mind Piece of puzzle that you'll find Will fit into it's rightful place Within due time When the sky swallows the sun And the light of day is done That vicious cycle Repetition Don't you remember days that are now gone Memories are fading like the setting sun I'm reminiscent seven days a week I dream nostalgia in my sleep Darkness grows Sleep unknown Feelings cold but You're not alone

If I think I'm free They won't be coming for me Sing out of tune And they'll be coming for you The men in black have come to take me away I spoke too much about a social change It's dystopic and it's right outside your door It's poverty, it's police It's money, it's war Its so damn hard to break your shackles and your chains It's made more difficult by the pains of yesterdays Left to conjure revolutionary schemes A mean to attain all these utopian dreams Left to think about how easy it would be If i fed you and you fed me It's dystopic and it's right outside your door It's poverty, it's police It's money, it's war Skank it up now This lack of action's not okay You're on our side or in our way Now I see what it takes to be free No more money and no more greed We are the youth We'll bring the change for better days It's dystopic and it's right outside your door It's poverty, it's police It's money, it's war

Burn outs with raging fires Inside of them for life Diseased by their addictions struggle and sacrifice No mercy for their substance Abstinence the only key On-wards to the new tomorrow This is recovery Your blurry nights, forgotten days Step away No more regret, no more mistake Step away Blurry nights, forgotten days Step away No more regret, no more mistake Step away I just can't see the ocean If the water is but a blur And I can't take in the beauty of life The birds are never heard Each sunset now a painting Not a call to intoxication This is you truly free This is recovery Your blurry nights, forgotten days Step away No more regret, no more mistake Step away No blurry nights, forgotten days Step away No more regret, no more mistake Step away I came here to change some things One of them is myself This bridge is for both you and I As a way out of this hell Your blurry nights, forgotten days Step away No more regret, no more mistake Step away Blurry nights, forgotten days Step away No more regret, no more mistake Step away

Never thought that it would come to this But did you just bid farewell with an ice cold kiss To everyone and everything That you knew throughout your life Most gut-wrenching painful of all goodbyes In an abnormal world where normality begins at death You just hope you don't choke on your last final breath You can say one last fuck you To all the people that have tried to Bring others down in every single way And they talk shit behind your back They say that you'll never get better anyway Fucking lil bitch, say that shit to my face I'm moving forward, leaving your ass behind Get lost, gimme my peace of mind This self love and self care aint no crime I got no time for your bullshit I'm looking after mine I fell into a black hole And down here, it's peaceful and quiet You're selling tampered rope Bullshit's all I hear, I won't fucking buy it I know your games you play Bullshit, liar, two-face I know the things you do No one is true Everyone's out to get you, it's true So the only motherfucker that you can trust is you Truth hurts and reality burns So every scar becomes a new lesson learned And I don't wanna go around repeating myself to these kids Go get your shit together like I did Or perhaps go find some sort of purpose in life You revolve your existence around mine Now, people will lie, steal, cheat, and betray you Until nothing is left but that bottle beside you One day it will be your last sip You pick the gun up, load one in the clip Perhaps then in death, you will see That this world has no fuckin mercy I guess you knew that already Your brains painted the walls like mosaics and confetti I fell into a black hole And down here, it's peaceful and quiet You're selling tampered rope Bullshit's all I hear, I won't fucking buy it I know your games you play I'll smash your poker face I know the things you do No one is true Fuck it up Fake ass Liar Fake ass You lie I fell into a black hole And down here, it's peaceful and quiet You're selling tampered rope Bullshit's all I hear, I won't fucking buy it I know your games you play Bullshit, liar, two-face I know the things you do No one is true